Sadly, I do not plan to join round 4 of the ROW80 challenge. As obliquely referenced before, my world sort of got Blown the Eff Up (to put it mildly). Such things happen. I am neither the first, nor the last to have run this particular gauntlet. I will rise and write again... just not right now. I have to get through today first. And then tomorrow. And then the next day.
I can't make goals and promises, because all the old ones are still sitting around me in shambles, twisted and blackened from the explosion. And me? I'm like that grizzled war vet in the movies when a bomb goes off next to his head (I'm even sporting the typical unkempt stubble). I've got blood streaming from the ears and I'm wandering around aimlessly with a high pitched ringing in my ears. Occasionally, another soldier sidles into my view, visibly yelling, but not making any sound that I can discern. Also, where is the bunker? There's way too much shit flying around for me to be out in the open like this.
Love is a battlefield. Better go and get my armor.
So while I'm off looking for it, I don't quite feel that I can invest myself in anything productive. The goal, this round, is just to Get By. Haven't we all had a round like that? Doesn't exactly make for interesting blogging, does it? Oh, what did you do this week? I woke up, did some stuff, and then went back to sleep. And I did it seven times! Can you believe it? No, I don't really recall exactly what I did. Strange? I guess I didn't notice.
Sometimes life's just like that, though. When you're going through hell, the best thing to do is keep going.
I wish all you ROWers luck. I'll be lurking a little less than usual, but still lurking. Maybe come New Years, I'll be ready to hop back in. I know I still have stories to tell, I just need to get off this damn beachhead first.
Friday, September 21, 2012
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*hugs* If you need a chat you know where I am, okay? :(
Yes, we've all had rounds like that. I have the "going through hell" quotation up on my cubicle wall at the day job--not in reference to things today, but I've been there.
Take care, keep your head down. We'll leave the light on in the bunker.
Thanks, both of you. The silver lining in all of this is a reaffirmation that I have very good friends, and I include you online folks in that list. One of my favorite movies is It's a Wonderful Life and the line: "Remember, no man is a failure who has friends" is perfect.
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